No Dry EyesTonight,

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 14:46:18 GMT

justshush.blogspot.com/

Change blog.
If im not rlly happy there ill come back here.
I guess.

"MELAYU BOLEH" Outing

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:25:21 GMT

"MELAYU BOLEH" Outing(:

Okay so yesterday we went to watch "Mad About English".
3 things I felt about the movie:
- It was really impressive on how much effort they put in just for the Olympics.
-Amazed on how keen they were to learn English.
-Super sad speeches given by one of the talkers.
-It was funny too.
They totally gained respect from all of us who went for the movie man.
Anyway yeah so after that they went off to slack Emma Ida and I went home.
Went off to Aunts place.
Had very romantic dinner with Nenek.(((:
Then yeah thats all for yesterday.

Teachers day's coming.
We're allowed to wear home clothes to school how cool is that.
hahah. SUAGU.
Okay I think thats about it.

Are you hapy now?
Tht I blogged after million light years.
hahah(:

PATA PATA PATA PON!
PON PON PATA PON!
FEVER!!!!!
HAHAHA Im so in love with Patapon(((:
Though JAKUNS are kinda irritated once I start playing it.
Cause I wouldnt bother answering their questions.
hahha.
ESP DAYAH.
Sorry Yah!
Hahahah

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 09:32:51 GMT

Olympics 2008 (CHINA)

SINGAPOREEEEEE!!!

& MORE FIREWORKS!

Todays only gonna be about Olypics & National Day.
Nothing Else.
Anyway im home at least.
After stayingover at my aunts place for a week.
Going there back tmr i think.
Anyway was watchiong Olympics yest in the ward.
No words to describe besides a W O W!!!!
It was FABULOUS MAN!
As what Lidia and i was saying, Our jaw dropped.
Like literally.
Hahhhaa,
I was so IMPRESSED!
SEE! I even blogg bout it.
Now cna you tell?
HHAHHA/
Okay, gonna sleep for awhile later.
Tmr teaching, then might meet chuping.
Regretted staying at home.
Ok IM done!
BYE((((((:

Turning 6 years of friendship

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:05:53 GMT

5 years and still counting.
Really missed you man Chuping):
So looking forward for Sat!(((:
More pictures to be taken.
More gossips to be told.
Mwahhha.
We know each toher best(:
Love you CHU!
Lets go for 10 YEARS alrights!
(((((:

Love,
Feefi

AJ RAFAEL!

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 09:12:08 GMT

AJ RAFAEL!!!!
Hes another of my fav.
Okay I know I have alot lately.
But hes a damn good composer and singer too!
And I have a THING for these type of people(((:
heee.
Im only sharing him with nabilah.
Geee.
Okay shall continue doing project
PLUS listening to him(((:

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:11:15 GMT

Yesterday waited for adek at school.
Meanwhile went to see the band,
Sigh missed it so much.
But things there so different alr.
No idea why.
Anyway Ive been addicted to this guy called CHRIS CENDANA!
But I still love Justin Bieber though.

Anyway bout this CHRIS CENDANA.
The songs he composes,
the words are really meaningful.
And his voice's really AMAZING.
Melted man when I hear his voice.
Ill upload it here sometime later.
Let me hear it to myself first(((:

Anyway my fever's back.
But thats the worst.
I have no voice now.
Having SEVERE COUGH.
Argh irritant!
Anyway shall get back to finshing my project.
BYEEE((;

Cherish your life
Though the bad can get worse
Strap on your converse and say
Let's walk off the night
Get off the ledge
And cherish your life always

Regret

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 04:22:09 GMT

Emptiness fills the house
No love was felt since then
They were too busy with work
Nothing seems like back then

Regret is all I feel
Whenever I think of you
To think I actually didnt take the time
To show and tell how much I love you

Cause I thought I had the whole years to come
To just tell you all that
But I was so wrong bout that
Cause things went out of hand

She took care of me
She really loved me
But I didnt realise till then
Then she was the one who stood by me

I blindly took advantage
Kept thinking I had no place in her heart
That she only loves my brother
And never me right from the start

And how stupid I was
To even think that way
Cause she told me she had always loved me
Only that she didnt know how to say

She hugged me so tightly
When she was lying there helplessly
She smiled and said she loves me
and "Don't ever forget me."

Tears just filled my cheeks
I refused to let go of her hand
So I cried till I slept next to her
Never spare a thought what would happen in the end

I didnt realise that
She already had her last breathe
When I woke up I saw everyone
As though crying moaning over someone's death

I was so scared to ask
I was so scared to even speak
Did I just lost my only grandmother
I was stopping myself to even think

And there she was
Already covered in white
The men were all having their prayers
It was really an undescridable sight

I was all out of tears
My heart was just aching
To look at people praying for her
Was already so painful and depressing

Till now I still cant get over
The fact that my grandma's gone
I regretted telling that I love her only at the end
If only she was still around and not gone

I would hug her everyday before going to school
I would kiss her cheek and tell her I love her
W would rush home to spend time with her
But its too bad for me that everything's over

I lost her
I lost my only grandmother
All the love she showered me with
Ill forever remember.

I miss you, Nyayi.

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 15:39:30 GMT

Secretly wanting to meet you
Hopelessly wishing it'd come true
Desperately finding the time
To leave our story behind

Watched you leave before
Wouldnt want want to twice
Im no more in the same environment
Im supposed be mature and wise

Dont think its of any use
Cause Ive lived in such denial
I really cant lie anymore
I can no more vow even on a bible

Please meet me
meet me just once
Let this anxiety ends
Since we've not met for months
5N2A I MISS YOU GUYS!):

Happy/Sad that I cut my hair

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 12:48:07 GMT

Okay todays quite an unpredictable day.
Yesterday Mummy was like, when daddy come back we go out for supper k.
Im like Oh okay(:
BUT couldnt stand it I fell asleep.
So daddy mummy say they go buy food for us,
& we dont have to follow.
They reached home at bout 230.
Then got up and EAT! (no wonder im in this size.tsktsk)
Then fell asleep/
Suddenly at bout 4 Daddy woke me up and told me hes sending mummy to hospital.
I was like, WHAT?!
So Daddy woke me up at bout 6plus to tell us that theyre back.
I was like freaking worried for mummy la.
So didnt go to school.
Need to acc mummy cause daddy working.
So daddy sent me to school to pass to Aisha the money for Malacca trip tmr and Letter.
Then rushed for mummy's appointment at 11.
Ended the checkup at bout 1plus.
Then went out shopping.(TO ACTUALLY THINK MUMMY'S SICK-.-)
But she was la.
Then went home.
But mummy insisted of bringing me to cut hair.
I was bloody scared that the hairdresser's gopnna cut my hair short.
Hated KIMAGE, so went to JEAN YIP.
The girl who washed my hair became my friend/
Hahaha,
She thought I was a sec3 kid-.-
When actually she was a year younger than me.
-.- Malu sia.
And then the manager cut my hair.
TADA my predictions came true.
She was like this hair suits you.
Im like why do qall hairdressers say that.
-.- but yeah I wouldnt really complain bout my hair la.
Cause mummy and daddy like it.
But no more girly (IRRITATING UGLY) hair):

ANYWAY!
Tomorrow's THE MALACCA TRIP!
WEEEEEE((((((((((((((((((:
Imagine. suppose to be the Bishan ITE trip.
My whole family's going PLUS my Granny.
Hahahha.
I bet some people's gonna make fun,
BUT WHO CARES(((:
BYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SHOPPING TOMORROW!!!!!

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:34:09 GMT

JAKUNS

OKAY, Today was Racial Harmony Day.
So our class decided to be supportive by wearing ethnic costumes.
Well not all.
So went to school EARLY today to meet Dayah and Aisha,
FOR A PURPOSE.
Cause I know that thre'll be many eyes on me, and also them.
So at least, malu also malu together right.
So when we reached there,
NO ONE WAS WEARING THEIR ETHNIC COSTUME.
Imagine that man.
W were like freaking out.
But for me it was compulsory to wear cause I had a stall.
So waited for Nani and Emma.
Then they also panicked cause they also said that no one was wearing their costumes.
So we were like, ok ok ignore the rest. chill.
So we waited for the bloody cabs to go to school cause it was RAINING CATS AND DOGS(Haha)

When we reached school,
we saw our class guys setting up the stall,
all of us were like PHEW MAN! Alhamdulillah.
Hhahhaa,
So started setting up the booth.
Waited for the rest to end their OFA lesson.
after that slacked there till bout 12.
Then Ju and Azie saw Ms Noraini,
Then they were like persuading her to let us go cause everybody tired(RIGHT, hah)
She actually ALLOWED.
hahha.
So took class photos and all.
We were THE noisiest!

Then stayed there awhile waited for Fiz to bath/
Then went straight home.
Took cab from Yew Tee cause too tired.
Now also I just woke up.
Cant wait for NATIONAL DAY!
JAKUNS plan alr, hahhha.
Okay thats all.
(:

I just dont get you-.-

PS: If YOU dont like anything new bout me,then dont come to my journal yeah?
Do me that favour. Cause youre no one to tell me what to do,anymore.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 15:01:57 GMT

Okay I PS my cousin today.
Both me and Bilah(my other cous).
Suppose to go for PLMGS Musical today.
Cause my cous's in it.
Okay this post is just for my cous, Lidia!
Im so so sorry that I last minute didnt attend for your musical yeah sweets?
I owe you one BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG BOUQETTE!
Sorry):
Anyway I bet it was a BLAST for you.
Though I didnt watch it I know you put in alot of effort,
SO WELLL DONE!
(((:
See you tmr yeah?
More sleepovers next week!

JAKUNS, I miss.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:44:16 GMT

Yes I know you'll say we're fine, dear.
But c'mon we know deeply we're not,
Im not saying we're quarrelling or whatsoever.
But I just want to know why don't I feel the same anymore.
Im trying my best to pull everyone in.
But how can I do it alone without anyone else trying?
I miss the PURE happy time without silent grudges.
I miss those SINCERE smiles without silent curses made.
I just miss the Pure happy times we had.
We still laugh our heads off we still go crazy,
But Im just saying that I dont feel the same as before.
And Im sure Im not the only one.
Come back everyone, I miss you guys.

We met each other and got close incidentally,
But lets not let that "incident" be a reason for us to be like this.
Cause I know this is just part of the beautiful friendship we have,
JAKUNS! Come back.:(

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 03:39:55 GMT

Its been awhile since Ive updated my blog.
But have been busy with CAs.
Anyway next sat Ill be going Malacca with a number of my classmates.
Then they said we are allowed to bring outside people,
so knowing that Nenek is a shopaholic,
I thought of bringing her along.
And now its confirmed((:
Imagine people will bring gf or bf,
I bring my Nenek.
Hahha, but I love her so nothing's wrong((:
Thennnnnn,
Yeah I think thats bout it.
Now im like having OFA,
And as usual we're not doing our job.
Okay shall end here.
Bye/

Youre different infront of the screen,
We meet but dont talk,
Wonder why.

NEW PHONE NEW LOVE

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 13:58:53 GMT

CAMERA??

NAHHHHHH(((:
Its wo de new phone.
Okay I know its kinda old.
But I didnt like it at first cause the pictures they usually show is this,

Who would like it right-.-
It like some stupid phone with freaking small screen.
THENNNNN I gotta know that its actually touch screen,
and those keypads arent suppose to be there.
So its actually like this,

WHAT ELSE?!
I fell in love with it.
Hahaha,
BUT PEOPLE, pls pray that nothing bad will happen to this phone.
))):
ANYWAY,
the reason why I even looked at this phone is cause,
My dad was being nice that day,
We were walking around Westmall-.-
Then walked pass Starhub shop.
Then hes like "Want anything from here?"
I was like"erm, nvm la."(giving that pitiful face.haha)
The daddy was like,"LAST CHANCE AH! CONTROL YOUR BILLS K!" (well he ALWAYS say that)
And I always say," OKAY DADDY! ILL TRY!"
So I started choosing phone, and number.
And TADA!
Got a new phone and number(yes yes SORYY FOR KEEP CHANGING NUMBERS PEEPS!)

I know im losing out for not having the Iphone,
but who cares man.
I just wanted a touchscreen phone which has the same access as Iphone,
So this is it!(((:

Okay Im out of here.
Gotta sleep early.
Dont wish to be late AGAIN for school.
BYEEE.
nafa tmr))):

Suatu Pengakuan

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:54:49 GMT

Kau dan aku bergurau senda
Tapi di luar tidak bertentang mata
Setiap hari tidak putus berbual mesra
Ku jatuh hati, tapi apa gunanya?

Ku tahu ku seorang teman
Tapi lupahkah kau ku seorang perempuan
Yang senang jatuh hati terhadap seorang lelaki
Terutama kau yang sungguh berbudi

Kau sungguh lain daripada yang lain
Kau tahu cara mengambil hatiku
Dan tanpa kau sedari
Kaulah belakang sebabku ubah diriku

Ini sajalah yang akan ku perkatakan
Suatu pengakuan yangku hendak lafazkan
Tidak penting jika kau tak tahu
Asalkan kau terus menjadi teman baikku(:

HAHAHA! SUPRISE SUPRISE???
I was inspired by Nani to write a MALAY poem.
Be honoured Nani.
Hahah, I know the malay here's not so good la.
Pardon me for that.
Hahah, okay thats it.
BYEEE(:

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:11:55 GMT

Today was a normal day/
A normal tiring exhausting irritating dreadful last day of the week, Friday.
Went to school EARLY to meet Ms Nuraini,
end up shes also late and I didnt meet her.
I brought lappy to school just to play THE GAME! Hhaha
Thanks to Naz who started passing around the game,
Now im hell addicted to it.
Day night night day I keep playing.
Anyway yeah after school went off with Dayah to Macs,
cause she had Cravings, as usual.
Hahah, bought ice cream then went straight to Garden.
Spent some time there then off we went!
NAFA NEXT WEEK! FISH!
I knwo I know, Ive been dreading it.
I hope I break my leg, so I dont even have to do it la.
((((((((((((:
Okay I think thats about it.
BYEBYE!

I had a weird feeling
when she came to me running, telling bout you
why did I even feel the pinch
why did I even bother
why after she brag bout you
I felt like killer her
why.

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 14:58:04 GMT

Im feeling weird now.
Im not sure why,
It sucks.

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 15:53:08 GMT

Ok went to meet Jas today,
Studied with her.
It was really productive(WOW!)
Hahah,
we booked her MPR to study.
Then went back at bout 9.
TAHNKS HUKNEH!
missed her like oh so much lar,
Anyway,
Ive been thinking.
I really want to have a room makeover,
I was like already planning what to buy next week alr!(:
So thought of coming back early tmr and start packing ah.
BUTTTT I just rmb that theres cluster arts.
Yeah, so hell with th eplan.
Can do it next time.
(:
Okay OH YA AND AND AND AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLO VEH!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!
So looking forward to you coming back man!

So yeah,
Will have to go and sleep now.
BYE! ((:

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 17:59:33 GMT

Okay so end up all three of us didnt meet up.
Me, Joyce Bidin.
But its okay next time.
So did my saturday routine,
Went to Cik Ya's house to teach those kiddoes(:
But end up teaching Mira only.
So yeah stayed there and waited for mummy daddy.
Then we went straight to my Goddad's house.
Miss him man!
Miss his house more cause he has tons of diff instruments form all over the world!
AHHHH HEAVEN!
So when the OLDIES talk,
Aun and I started roaming around his house looking for new instrument.
OH NOW HE HAS TENOR SAX!
wah damn irritating sia!
So after that then went to Mak Long house.
Stayed there till quite late,
now im home drownign myself with hmwk.
Just gotta know bout jujuk,
I miss her):

Ya Allah,
Tabahkanlah hati jujuk ku,
Kuatkanlah dia,
And lastly please help her recover Ya Allah,
Amin.

AWESOME WEEK WTIH BROTHER!

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 18:43:30 GMT

SOOOOOO THIS WEEK HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN A BLAST FOR ME!
Spending most of my days with Brother!
How cool is that!
So as I said,
I sleptover at her place for the day,
and we were SUPPOSED to see sunrise.
Ok it was HELL funny CAUSE,
We tried ok!
We really tried staying up the whole day.
We went down to the playground at bout 1,
Then bought drinks and snacks,
and slacked and PRACTICALLY SLEEP there at THE PLAYGROUND.
Bridge said, if ppl didnt know us, they would think we're homless.
But no kidding, we really rested there till bout 3plus.
THEN seeing joyce being very ZOMBIE-SH,
I was like FORGET IT,
we'll send Tricia(Brother's sister) to school tmr and have breakfast.
Then we were like super oh excited!
Hahah, so we got ready our bed,

THIS IS MY SPOT.
We slept at the sofa.
ANYWAYS, guess what!
When I woke up, I saw Tricia and her mum going out alr.
I was like WOW! Wheres the sunrise joyce and so much of wanting to send tricia.
So I was like Tricia nvm we fetch you from school.
So everything was fine,
We went back to sleep(DUH)
Then woken up by her sis at bout 9 plus,
was msging Bridge till I fell asleep again.
AND AT LAST!
We both woke up at 2.
Hahhaaha.
I was BROTHER WAKE UP!
And we cleaned up everything.

So we ate our brunch, then watched KUNGFU PANDA!
Then Tricia came back,
We laugh like shit.
We were like, OH YA! suppose to fetch you.
Hhaha, nvm nvm we watch sunSET k!
Then we watch movies and all,
played her brother's guitar blabla.
Realised it was like NINE!!!
I was like JOYCE! SUNSET!
hahhha, end up no sunset.
NO SUNRISE NO SUNSET!
Then played monopoly SPONGEBOB version with tricia and joyce's soul cause she was sleeping.

And yeah stayed till bout 1145?
Then we left from there to the next destination,
MY CRIB!
Hahhah, for sleepover.
And then we ended up drowning ourselves into GHOST HUNTERS!
Hahah,
Supposed to wake up at 8 like both of us la,
Ended up waking up at near to 11.
Hahaha,
As usual brothers what.
Okay I thinbk thats bout it.
SEE! TOLD YOU MY WEEK WAS AWESOME!
Hahaha,
Meeting brother tmr.
((((((((((((((((((:
Bidin still haven confirm if swhes coming/

Here are some of Joyce's runaway show she had, for tricia and i,
With the clothes she just bought.

cute right?
Hahah, my brother!
SHHH dont tell her,
she'll say, I TOLD YOU ITS NICE...
hahha(:

Losing you,
Make me appreciate others I love

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 13:50:52 GMT

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 14:57:51 GMT

I miss you,
I really do.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:31:49 GMT

Im meeting BROTHER tmr!!! (((:
Sorry for this gay-ness, but I MISS HER! ):
Hope to see Jas but too bad shes not coming.
Sec 4s not coming for petathon.
But Carissa is meeting us.
Im asking Yuxian along cause its been YEARS since we met.
I mean to think we were so close before.
):
Anyway and im of course meeting my buddies,bridge and CY!
((((:
After so long, I know...
Hhaha.
Okay thats it... (:
Im so happppppppy((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Youre the first..

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:10:56 GMT

what am i thinking?
am i on the right side of track?
am i thinking too much?
why do i want all of it back?

youre blind,
you deserve better than that,
im here all along for you,
but you pretended as though im dead.

am i supposed to shout
that i love you that much
ive never felt like this before
you know i dont have th guts

i may switch sides at times
but i know im weak once youre near
when you look at me and smile
ill start melting im sure

so here it is
here is my short confession
its up to you if you realised all these
whether you think its true love or just infatuation.

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:40:05 GMT

Okay first and foremost,
I really want to thank those people who came to my house yest.
Alhamdulillah things went just fine,even the weather.
Though what we did most was just, eating and screaming(horror movie).
But hey we had fun right?
Hahah,
And yeah thanks for those who ate more than twice to finish my mummys cooking.
And thanks for being such sweet friends who can naturally interact with my parents.
I mean though its ONLY a day,
you guys dont know how much I appreciate it.
Cause you know, I never had so many Malay friends eh.
Hahah,
ANYHOWS, after the "party" my parents brought adik &me out.
First to Lot1 and then to MUSTAFFA!(((:
Yeah,did some shopping.
Then went home.

Okay Im not working for this whole week.
And Ive been sucha bum.
Hahha,
Ive been drowning myself with HINDUSTAN!
Hahaha, my fav(((:
I know I know, many will give me the -.- look.
Haha, whats wrong man.
I love Hindi shows and even Tamil.
(((:
You should see my Shahid Kapoor.
Ok I shall stop bragging bout my boring life.

I want to meet brother.
I want to meet Hukneh.
I want to go back to St Margs.
..................
..................
..................
And I want THE China phone Ive been wantng.
):Dadddddddddddddddddy
):Mummmmmmmmmmmy

Ok Im gonna continue watching my Hindi show.
Bye(:

I thank you for changing me,