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Olympics 2008 (CHINA)



SINGAPOREEEEEE!!!



& MORE FIREWORKS!




Todays only gonna be about Olypics & National Day.
Nothing Else.
Anyway im home at least.
After stayingover at my aunts place for a week.
Going there back tmr i think.
Anyway was watchiong Olympics yest in the ward.
No words to describe besides a W O W!!!!
It was FABULOUS MAN!
As what Lidia and i was saying, Our jaw dropped.
Like literally.
Hahhhaa,
I was so IMPRESSED!
SEE! I even blogg bout it.
Now cna you tell?
HHAHHA/
Okay, gonna sleep for awhile later.
Tmr teaching, then might meet chuping.
Regretted staying at home.
Ok IM done! 
BYE((((((:

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Emptiness fills the house
No love was felt since then
They were too busy with work
Nothing seems like back then

Regret is all I feel
Whenever I think of you
To think I actually didnt take the time
To show and tell how much I love you

Cause I thought I had the whole years to come
To just tell you all that
But I was so wrong bout that
Cause things went out of hand

She took care of me
She really loved me
But I didnt realise till then
Then she was the one who stood by me

I blindly took advantage
Kept thinking I had no place in her heart
That she only loves my brother
And never me right from the start

And how stupid I was
To even think that way
Cause she told me she had always loved me
Only that she didnt know how to say

She hugged me so tightly
When she was lying there helplessly
She smiled and said she loves me
and "Don't ever forget me."

Tears just filled my cheeks
I refused to let go of her hand
So I cried till I slept next to her
Never spare a thought what would happen in the end

I didnt realise that
She already had her last breathe
When I woke up I saw everyone
As though crying moaning over someone's death

I was so scared to ask
I was so scared to even speak
Did I just lost my only grandmother
I was stopping myself to even think

And there she was
Already covered in white
The men were all having their prayers
It was really an undescridable sight

I was all out of tears
My heart was just aching
To look at people praying for her
Was already so painful and depressing

Till now I still cant get over
The fact that my grandma's gone
I regretted telling that I love her only at the end
If only she was still around and not gone

I would hug her everyday before going to school
I would kiss her cheek and tell her I love her
W would rush home to spend time with her
But its too bad for me that everything's over

I lost her
I lost my only grandmother
All the love she showered me with
Ill forever remember.

I miss you, Nyayi.